Too Happy to Think of a Birthday Wish
So today is my birthday, but my mom and best friend were little angels and threw me an early bday party a few days ago. And when my mom said “make a wish!” and I went to blow out my candles, I couldn’t think of a wish. I tried to think of one but I couldn’t so I just blew out my candles anyway, and that’s never happened to me before. And I realized it was probably because I’ve never been this happy before.
Like… I’m really, really, friggin happy with my life today and where I’m at and what I’m doing and who’s around me, and that thought makes me tear up as I write this because it was really hard to get here some days and I’m just realizing how much has changed in four years.
There was a time I used to cry alone three times a week at night in my room, and now I’m crying for the first time in I don’t know how long and it’s only because I’m so dang happy and I’m so excited to go spend the day with my friends.
So I just wanted to say thank you to you all for being in my life because, f*ck it, I’m so glad it’s mine.